miles to go before i sleep
you have to be talking about a FEW, specific people, because my memories of you are not negative at all! you were kind and cool always! it is weird how we all just fell out though. i don’t talk to liz. last time i talked to her was in 07. i was in NC and we were supposed to meet up. but that didn’t happen. i dont talk to jules or andrea or lilly or jesse or renne anymore. drew has tried so hard to meet up, but nothing ever works out. juri keeps in touch. i still secretly stalk them on facebook to see how they’re doing. i kinda keep in touch with the two of you via this… but. i was just thinking the same thing. while going through all my school papers. mikk’s analysis papers. those things were awesome.
Well, things got weird after you left. I got really teen angsty (I was emo! *cringe*) and my friends pretty much sucked (I’m talking about Raquel, Misun, Alex, Sahng-Ah…). They would ditch me/make fun of me for really stupid crap. In their defense, I was a really boring and awkward person to hang out with back then. On the senior trip I finally realized that they were not good-hearted people, and I hung out with Maja, Jessie, Monica Dirr…and I wish they’d been my friends earlier. They actually cared, I think. But it’s nice to know that you thought I was kind and good :) I thought the same of you! My distinct memory of you: you, me, Nicky, Ana, Maria and the dutch girls trying to smoke fried banana skins in your kitchen! I remember it felt so cool to hang out with the older girls.
